im-in-love(:

and even when you look away, i know you think of me..

Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 11:42 PM

hateme

work.
mingle and serve.
for the first 1hr we girls were served instead.
those perverts just cant resist flirting.
they served us food and drinks.
right..
i refused to eat though.
you know, play safe.

as usual, men like to keep pestering you to drink with them.
but whatever. i can deal with that.
the corny yet perfect excuse to use: cant drink during working hours.

a random man said i look like MAKIO!!
HAHA
its a compliment but,
shen jing bing. -.- i dont.
funny.

working in this line normally receive a lot of compliments. but to me, its all bullshit. they just want to hook you up. some said i should join miss singapore or new face or whatever they can think of. -.-'' that's too far-fetched.
bonkers. they arent genuine.
and besides, im not that pretty.

an asshole attempted to take advantage of me but he didnt make it. a random guy rebuked him. hah. thanks (:

heard many of others past experiences.
learned alot and i enjoyed it. (:

my uncle told me something abt working in the business line. blah blah.

then there's a constructor i met during work today, he told me his part of story and so on. his daughters were from a convent school too. and some of the things he said made me feel proud to be a convent girl. one of it was: 'my daughters were from convent sch and they came out with good english'. lol
although since pri 1 my grades for eng were not commendable, i still think my eng... can make it. haha and i thank mschai for that. haha my standard can be compared to a pri sch kid before mschai took over in sec 3. =x
i didnt have confidence in myself but she kept repeating this : you can! you can!
and since she said i can, means i can. coz she knows where i stand and i trust her. (:
she would be the first person i want to meet whenever i return to kc.

back to the constructor.
he also said interior design has no future.
and, i was thinking, really??
blah blah.
he gave me his name card and so on.

back home,
my mom's besties gathered at my place, they were chatting.
they seem to have endless things to talk about.
everytime i see them they will just keep talking and talking and talking.
until i have to drag my mom away sometimes.
haha women.
and so, auntie told me about her situation at home and asked me what we kids really want or whatsoever la. her son is... really.. annoying. willful disobedient.
haha i said: let him be. he'll come to his senses when he reach my age.
then she told me abt her friend's true stories.
one of it was a girl who went to chalet with her friends. most of them were her besties. they were in a room playing games and all. then slowly ppl leaving the room, leaving her and a guy whom she only met twice. that guy literally raped her. she screamed but no one went to rescue her. the reason behind it, they planned it. her BEST friends planned it.
terrible.. heartbreaking..
conclusion: only your kin wont betray you.

dont hate the player, hate the game.