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Sunday, October 7, 2007 @ 4:15 PM
past
i still feel uneasy everytime i view your friendster.
fell in love the first time i set eyes on you. could have known you earlier, but i threw my chance away. all the time. how i wish i could turn back the time when we were still kids. we even played catching with other kids if you ever remembered. we played together even though we dont know each other. how ironic. we met when we were young but non of us cared to pay any attention to the other. we were just playmates on board. we never knew we would become friends years later. i didnt pay much attention to my surroundings then. if i did, i wouldnt be here regretting. you gave me hope yet eventually you chucked me aside like an unwanted toy. i'll never forget what you did to me. the sight of you holding someone else's hand, on the streets, upsets me. you acted like i dont exist when you're with your girl. how disturbing. you never cared abt me. and so, i shouldnt bother abt you either. but, the feelings i have for you had been there for years. sometimes some things cannot be controlled. silly me. |
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